It Is About Living 40 To The Max – And That’s What I Plan To Do

I didn’t live my 30s to the max. I couldn’t. I was exhausted.


At the dawn of turning 30, I gave birth to my first child: my beautiful daughter, who came into this world smiling and has been a source of joy ever since. I then went on to have two more children in quick succession: my rough-and-tumble curly-haired boys, and I can honestly say that my memory of ages 30-35 are a blur.

My house was a mess, I was a mess, my business was a mess, my marriage was a mess. It was a mess, in part, because I had been raised, as most women of my generation in modern societies, to believe that as a woman, we could “have it all” – marriage, children, career, success, and happiness. So I went after that with the expectation of achieving it all to the high standards that I had always expected of myself. It was a “given” that I could juggle three babies, my own business, my health and fitness, and my relationships with 100% success. Piece of cake. Supermum.

But within a very short period of time, that 100% diluted and seeped a substandard outcome over every aspect of my life. Everything I felt I had achieved, the person I thought I was, the capabilities I thought I had, all came undone. So for me, the overriding emotion that I associate, rightly or wrongly, about my 30s, is that of failure.

And then an opportunity to move to a country for my husband’s work provided an “out” from the chaos and a hope for something better. Singapore has delivered by relieving a number of the stresses.

Relocation isn’t easy and, as any expat will confirm, there is a major period of adjustment. Making sure the kids are happy and settled. Finding a new community to be part of. Making new friends. Coping with being away from your roots.

What this new life has given me, however, is the freedom to stare failure in the face, lick my wounds, stand tall and get on with fulfilling my potential.

Turning 40 is about reclaiming your identity. It’s about finding what makes you happy. It isn’t defined by your role as a mother or a father or a spouse. It is about reconnecting with those hopes and dreams that you had in your 20s, but with the wisdom of experience, and taking bold, decisive leaps into your future.

It is about living 40 to the max. And that’s what I plan to do.



Edited by Nedda Chaplin
Image credit: Miz Feiler


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Miz Feiler

In May 2015, Miz turned 40 and started blogging for the first time. Her raw, honest and humorous posts resonated widely with women in their 40s, resulting in a steadily growing community of loyal and engaged followers. Drawing inspiration and strength from her community, Miz is evolving 40 To The Max into a lifestyle channel supporting personal transformation.

40 To The Max readers (known affectionately as Maxers) wish to re-find their “spark” and reclaim their pre-children identities. They want to improve their relationships, and dream of exploring their creative, fun and adventurous sides. They want to see through the fog and exhaustion of the daily grind juggling family, profession and household responsibilities, and live their 40s to the Max. And they are turning to Miz for answers.

40 To The Max offers solutions, advice and resources to equip Maxers with the confidence required to take action and create the lives they deeply desire.

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